Baboon's Life #4
Nov. 6th, 2016 09:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zebaboonkingAnyone wanna help me with timing? T.T.
HSJ works, Kisumai works. Anything works T.T
So I have one more month til I end this semester and head over to the finale.
Of course, I am busy. Every single week there's 3 or 4 submissions.
You may or may not know in architecture, our assignments ain't just "answer 5 questions" that you can finish in one night.
We design, we draw, we calculate, we read, we report, we present...
Overall, I'm still doing fine. I didn't get to sub but I still manage to help people who sent me pre-timing.
But there's this one subject that is still killing me.
Yes, that subject with THAT tutor. ><
Anyway, I felt my depression returning and I start feeling a little suicidal.
I had this going on and off for the past 3 years already.
This time instead of relying on the university, I went on to talk to the psychiatrist.
I only get to go for the cheaper ones who isn't really a psychiatrist yet.
But, well soon to be.
My mom literally doesn't believe in mental illness, I didn't want my dad to worry.
So I had to fund myself and I'm more or less broke to the extend I'm thinking of selling off my original pokemons T.T
Life goes on, though. Let's see how it goes as this goes on.
I hope you're all doing fine.
I hope you don't have to go through what I'm going through.
If you're sad, or unwell,
I hope I can release something to cheer you up soon.
Take care :)
HSJ works, Kisumai works. Anything works T.T
So I have one more month til I end this semester and head over to the finale.
Of course, I am busy. Every single week there's 3 or 4 submissions.
You may or may not know in architecture, our assignments ain't just "answer 5 questions" that you can finish in one night.
We design, we draw, we calculate, we read, we report, we present...
Overall, I'm still doing fine. I didn't get to sub but I still manage to help people who sent me pre-timing.
But there's this one subject that is still killing me.
Yes, that subject with THAT tutor. ><
Anyway, I felt my depression returning and I start feeling a little suicidal.
I had this going on and off for the past 3 years already.
This time instead of relying on the university, I went on to talk to the psychiatrist.
I only get to go for the cheaper ones who isn't really a psychiatrist yet.
But, well soon to be.
My mom literally doesn't believe in mental illness, I didn't want my dad to worry.
So I had to fund myself and I'm more or less broke to the extend I'm thinking of selling off my original pokemons T.T
Life goes on, though. Let's see how it goes as this goes on.
I hope you're all doing fine.
I hope you don't have to go through what I'm going through.
If you're sad, or unwell,
I hope I can release something to cheer you up soon.
Take care :)
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Date: 2016-11-10 06:12 am (UTC)HAHAHA so many people offered me help with timing i'm flooded with projects now. It's cool haha. Thank you so much though :).